Friday, 29 April 2011

Shu Uemura - Mika Ninagawa Collection

This post is so overdue, and I apologise for the 1 month lag because my life is so dramatic so many things can happen in a month you know? Yeah I'm sure by now you know.

Remember the Shu Uemura event I mentioned some time ago? For those who were there you would have seen me bare without makeup. *shudders*

Prior to that, the babes from Shu Uemura have already sent me some of their products for trial~



 Cute ribbons with Shu Uemura branding!

 The new Mika Ninagawa collection!


 Thanks Shu Uemura!

This is one of Shu Uemura's star products - The White Recovery EX Cleansing Oil. Actually all their cleansing oils sell very well~ Are you a user? I found out many of my friends are~


 The highlight! UV-Base Mousse!


The EVENT PROPER!!!! How many of you were there to support me?!!! 

I was caught by how they managed to make the place look SO pink and flowery!!!


The GIANT UV-Base mousse. ^.^


Aha~~~ Spotted! This lady in blue? She's some big shot, though she doesn't look like it. (Usually big shots don't look like big shots one...it's the wannabe big shots that do...lol~)
Don't play play...this woman is the director for...

Point of Entry!!!!!


Refreshments on the house! Pretty cupcakes~ Can u recall the days when cupcakes were just...like...cupcakes? 




Trying to do cherry blossom origami...








Tadah~~~
Yah it's me without makeup. Don't scream. It's just me. -.-"



Time to get onto the pedestal...okay PLATFORM... For all to see, Silver Ang, naked-faced~ 












Check out the crowd. It's always a good idea to NOT have oily hair even when you're out shopping, cos you never know where some random photographer's going to take pictures from...


 Phototaking session with the shoppers and Shu fans~ That's Gin!


 With the wonderful staff from Shu Uemura~ Take 1 - 假正经...

 开心一点啦!!!Take 2...
(Psst...I think the girl on the far left is so pretty...she's single I think... Very chio right?)



These are limited editions, and I heard the UV Base Mousse is one of Shu's star products. Have you gotten yours yet? ;)


依然娇艳~
*~SilveR~*

Monday, 25 April 2011

Let's Play Love (Week 2)

This was last week's video.

Me and Romeo are really comic relief for the show~ But well, I'm not complaining. Laughter is good...it somehow makes your troubles disappear, even if for a moment. =)

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-SG&from=sp&vid=0fc0e6de-7c0b-4224-9c42-69530a6853f2" target="_new" title="Episode 8">Video: Episode 8</a>

Do remember to vote for this couple on Xinmsn.com's Let's Play Love's microsite --> http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/lets-play-love/lets-play-love-comment6.aspx?cp-documentid=4782282

For those who love me, I'm standing strong. =)

Love,
~*Silver~*




Tuesday, 19 April 2011

That I Will Be Good.

Do I have to answer to every single one of you? And for those of you keen to judge, I'm sick and tired. I don't even care what you guys say now. Yes he cheated and mishandled everything. Okay we're no longer together now. What else do you guys want me to do? Oh yeah I found out she's the driving-centre-bicycle who was often sent to the centre by different men. Does that make a difference? Those of you keen to find out what she looks like, go search facebook. She's the long-haired girl who NEVER smiles showing her teeth, and chances are wearing low-cut, spag-strap, or showing cleavage. I don't want her picture in my blog cos that just screams contamination. But I'll give you a link --> Click here.

Anyway, thanks for giving me the support and love and encouragement I need, from all those who supplied me with them. Love you all~

Just met with an accident. Lost consciousness halfway while riding. Thank god I was on lane 3, and I heard from the police that the person who called the police saw me suddenly fall and roll across the floor. When the police came they told me I had somehow already picked up my bike, put it on side stand, and was standing beside it. Thing was, I had absolutely zero recollection of the whole incident, and could only remember stuff from when I was inside the ambulance. I was alone when the accident occurred, thank god. A piece of flesh came off my left ankle, another deep abrasion on my left knee. Abrasions on my right knee, right ankle, and right torso as well. Bruising on my forehead probably caused by the fact that the visor broke and came off. Thank god I was wearing my thick pink woolly Adidas sweater and gloves. Saved my hands and the rest of my upper body. Jeans tore la, but hey, at least I was wearing them... Prolly the good thing was I called Nic after the incident (cos he lives nearby) and he helped me to the clinic, get dressing supplies, and sent me home. He was nice enough to buy me dinner just now as well.

Though really, the relationship thing was the last thing I could think of. In other words, I try not to think too much into it. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else...I don't know. All I know is I'm going to get my bike repaired, earn back my money, and try not to let this affect all the filming assignments I have on hand or the blogging assignments. I'll also need to send my laptop for repair cos the screen shattered upon my falling and rolling I guess. (I'm now blogging on the netbook.) What will my decision be regarding Nic? Don't ask. I'm constantly in a state of serious consideration. (Yes I knocked my head, but my helmet was great and I only had bruises so I CAN still think.) Don't even try talking me out of riding, because supposing I was driving today and I lost consciousness while driving, things could be worse because lost consciousness on the bike means throttle will be closed, but lost consciousness on the car may not mean the foot is off the accelerator. Food for thought.

First, I was cheated of money by an arsehole by the name of Win Chan, then came another one by the name of Michelle Koh who screwed up my relationship, of course aided by Nicholas himself, now this. All within one month. Does that mean life is just going to get better and better after this? You hit rock-bottom, there're only 2 ways to go - you either die (choi~) or you go up. I'm going up. I know many people who are willing to pull me up, and I will not act like I don't need them. I do, and I'm stretching out my hands... (even though my right torso hurts like freaking bad...)


I Will Survive,
*~Silver~*

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

You Slept With My Boyfriend?


-Post removed upon request-



For all those people who've judged me based on what I've posted, sorry, I don't really need it now. Career suicide? Have you ever read my blog and realised my blog talks about me in as real a way as possible? Angry, upset, happy, excited, frustrated, excited, calm, touched, overwhelmed, anything I feel - it's all here. What happened happened. If it all happened on the same day I didn't choose it. Was it my fault I was intimate with my own bf the same day he was intimate with someone else? I didn't know he was you know? Oh, now it's my fault? Great...

I'm tired. I need the 1.5 months off. Everyone, it's very easy to say that I should just dump him and move on. For those of you who have been in the situation, you may understand better. Can I guarantee that if I find someone new, after going through the initial I-don't-know-how-many-months honeymoon, that the new guy will not stray? Can you guarantee me? Then what, move on and find someone new YET AGAIN? I think I'd rather try to solve problems and make things work than just risk it on someone else again. If it really can't work, then I will have no choice but to move on, agreed? I don't have a switch in my head that I can turn off the love I have for someone, that's why it is called love. It's not always wise, that's what love does - more often than not making you irrational and not questioning the things you do for the other party. You think I'm not upset or disappointed and that I'm just loving this man blindly whilst allowing him to do all the nasty things? I wish Silver Ang was that simple. Every relationship will have its problems. Every single one. It's how we move on from there, couple or not, stronger or not, happier in the end or not.

I posted what I did because my blog has always been my form of letout. It's where I go to especially when I'm upset, and where I share my happiness with you guys. As my readers you should have known that already. The process is where you see the real me. The end result will always be a stronger, happier face. Thank you everyone for your concern, I am really thankful. Let's watch me live life, shall we?


Me.

Saturday, 9 April 2011

Slow.

I know you have a blog. I haven't followed it enough during the days you were so down, and I only just saw your last post...

I think about what a fool I have been, and how I always keep asking why you loved me. You never gave me an answer, but you did. I just never saw it... Because I was too busy sorting myself out. I hope it's really not too late...

You asked me why I loved you too. Of course I had answers. It's not just feeling. Feelings come and go, but I held on for the past 1.5 years, at times more briefly and loosely than others. I'm holding on tight now, though you've let go of your grip. I just want to be in tandem with you finally, when we are really, truly, at the same level, how we feel about each other. We've been missing each other, when one loves, the other doesn't, or doesn't as much; when that other one loves again, this one has moved on, or has given up... It's funny how life does these little tricks to make you realize how much some things matter.


I found this online, and if this isn't what Love is, I don't know what is...


I'm for real this time. And I know it is too much to ask for, but I pray that you would take a deep plunge again. I'm doing my best, and I'll be waiting...


Love you holding my hands.
Love how you looked at my eyes.
Love how you smile sheepishly back at me.
Love you when you say "I love you too".
Love how you pull me close and kiss my forehead.
Love hugging you and leaning into you when you are riding.
Love how focussed you are when you taught me how to ride.
Love how you occupied my thoughts every single minute then, and how you do so again now.
Love how patient you are with me no matter what.
Love how you remove my makeup for me.
Love how you would turn back from your game and grab my hand.
Love how every time you finish a game you would climb into bed and hug me before going back to your game again.
Love how accomodating you are to me.
Love how my hands always find yours.
Love putting my head on you.
Love how you would always call me during your breaks just to chat for a while.
Love the way we'll always share drinks because you know I cannot finish one by myself.
Love how you cook for me.
Love how you take the dishes for me even when I can reach.
Love how you promised we'll have a nice big house together, with Alton.
Love you when you send me "I miss you" messages at all times of the day.
Love you too when you are angry.
Love you too when you are sad.
Love you most when you are happy with me.
I love how you loved me...

So many reasons why I love you too.
So many reasons which I never told you too...

The hands of time did not reverse, but it moved on and witnessed Spring, except that I was late and still cold in Winter...by the time I arrived in Spring, you were already at dreary tiring Summer...

If I may, I visualise a happy future, with lots of money we made together, the big nice house you said we would have, children, dogs, growing old and still holding hands, and many many more beautiful memories to be made...


Giving You The Patience You Deserve,
*~Silver~*

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

Let's Play...Love?

No I'm not going to PLAY love, for goodness' sake~ I'm not like that hor~~~ If by now you don't already know I don't friend you already. *act childish*

Okay..sidetracked...think I really need to go sleep right after this, I've been awake for almost 40 hours... (thanks to some ugly guy I don't wish to mention here....another time maybe...Eeks!)

This post is about my new drama!!! It's the first online interactive drama initiative by Xinmsn and Mediacorp, and to be honest I'm kinda excited about how this is going to be like. Like, it's scripted, so it's not exactly a reality TV show, yet it's a reality TVshow format, in which viewers get to decide what happens! So it's not really like, up to us whether we get through to the next round or not, right? 

Cheem.

Okay never mind! 


About the show:
A TV station organises a whole new reality show Let's Play Love, with the aim of selecting an individual who emerges the master of the game.

Four males and four females from different backgrounds will come together to participate in the game. Through a series of missions, each individual will be challenged on their views towards love.

Who will emerge as the winner to attain the title of Best Lover?

5 episodes will be aired each time, and subsequent 5 episodes will be produced based on the viewers' feedback.

I'm in Episode 4 and 5! Do watch all the episodes and vote for your favourite couple 
(Eh hem!!! No need to tell you guys what to do la hor? Hmmmmmmmmm~~???) *lol* 

Here's Ep 4! But do watch the rest to get a feel of the whole picture. ;)

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-sg&vid=ee018f6c-8654-4481-9ce0-e99b10005642&src=CPSmall:shareBar:embed" target="_new" title="Episode 4">Video: Episode 4</a> 
Support by helping to "Like" the video in the official website!!! (Only if you really like it of course!)

Let's Play Love 《PK爱情》


Help Kimmy and Ash stay in the game by voting for how you want the story to develop! 
And do remember to "Like" the video! ;) 
(Yah lah yah lah I very "AUNTIE" la~~~say so many times~~)


Don't Play Play,
*~Silver~*

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

Magic Fish!

No no haven't grow. I just want to say I found an online instruction that tells me that the eggs will only be fully formed and hatched in 10 weeks. I just added water RIGHT BEFORE I saw the instructions. Dammit. I hope that doesn't kill the fish.... =P

I hope it still continues to grow...grrrr..... Who knew it would take 10 weeks???? It's growing all those weird cloudy stuff lor....

Hang in There...
Silver

Sunday, 3 April 2011

Have You Ever?

First and foremost, I want to congratulate my aunt on the delivery of her twins - Isabelle and Trevor. They are beautiful! And how blessed are you, to have been bestowed a gift such as a pair of twins? I'm sure all parents of twins feel that way. (Right Jiaqi Jiayi?) ;)

Okay, back here...

Have you ever loved someone, given up, only to have that person move you back into loving again, only that you turned back maybe a bit too late and realized that person is already moving on?

Remember my "Love?" post?

Too many words I don't know how to start. But I am thankful I still have you by my side.

 If I have been glowing, it's because of you (and my skincare of course). If I have done well in my past few months' achievements, I have you to thank for all that support and strength you have been giving me...for giving me time and understanding to do well. 


From "The Story - Part 1" to "The Story - Part 5", to "Love?", to "好累...", the Penang extended trip after Blogfest, the very wonderful Christmas surprise he planned for me, Koh Samui Part 1, Koh Samui Part 2, to now... we've come a long way. And many times you guess he's there, but Silver Ang this girl just don't want to reveal his picture or who he is. =)

Hey hey, I have my reasons okay? First, I want to be absolutely sure. I don't want to blog and write and tell the whole world about this guy only to have us split up and I have to answer to all of you. I kinda have a different thinking with regards to that now, somehow. You guys want the process, don't you? It's what defines this blog and me, not how it ends up. I eventually came to realize that even if I marry someone, that person may also disappoint me.

Next, there is the celebrity thing. Like, we're supposed to be 'exclusive'. I don't know, this has always plagued me. Whether we should reveal who we are dating or not. Come to think of it, this is Singapore, and I'm not really sure if people actually give a damn. Even if they do, it's just for kaypo's sake.

The stupid ex-boyfriend syndrome, which I should've gotten over, long long ago. 我已经请他从里面搬家。 现在,心屋里没有extras了。 *hugs*

And the "if-I-tell-everyone-n-he-dumps-me-now-all-the-good-ones-who-used-to-like-me-have-moved-on" mentality. We all have it, especially when we've been hurt so many times and are unsure. Especially if you have been hurt by the same person. Once bitten, twice shy, they say. We're afraid and scared as hell that he might commit the same mistake he did, so we pull away and withdraw, and when we love again, we're afraid to let the whole world know, just so we can have an escape route, that someone who has been waiting for you all this while, is still waiting. Yeah, kinda selfish, but can you blame us for the fear we now have? How long before we let it go and keep moving forward? How do we know you've changed? How do YOU know you've changed?

And anyway, if your fate is not with those whom you know you've liked and whom you know likes you, it probably was not meant to be. What's important is that we all try our best. Give everything we have. So even if it ends, you know you've done all you could to save it.

The biggest reason - family disapproval. This is the hardest to get over, and I feel that it's a constant battle, but I'm trying. We all know our parents want the best for us, and we want this to be the best we can ever have too. We'll work towards them being on our side okay? We will.

Then there is us. Ourselves.Me. While we are afraid, have we ever thought about how the other party feels? Don't we all want to be given a chance to prove we have changed, improved? If he is trying to woo you back, isn't he also scared to death of the fact that you may never forgive him and never ever trust him again? He's scared too. Now he wants to love you. Move on, let the past go, and let him love you. Because even if you split up and find someone new, you cannot be sure that the new person will not hurt you the same way. Right?


Yeah, those were the reasons. I think too much, this I admit. It's a trait that has uncovered many hidden secrets and caused me quite a bit of pain. It's a trait that made me learn so much deeper in school. It's a trait that allows me to read between the lines and facial expressions. It's a trait that made me more perceptive than usual. And it's also a trait that made me come up with the sometimes very lengthy but deep posts you guys have read, yes? =) It's me.


 Then came one fine day when I got home and was greeted by Alton. I was suddenly struck by how much Alton loved me, even though I sometimes beat him when he irritates the hell outta me. (I am sorry my dearest baby~) He never let how I treated him bother him, and would always keep loving me in his own little ways as though nothing bad happened, which makes me know he never stopped doing so. And I'm suddenly ashamed of my own little petty actions towards Joel. By now you should have known his name isn't really Joel. I just didn't want to bring too much negative attention towards him during the days of the saga. I will tell you who he is later. =) I always bring up the past, like what we girls do best when we are jealous, in the midst of an argument, or see certain events happen which remind us of the past. We dig too much for our own good, sometimes 10 levels down basement just to make the other party feel bad. Take my advice as I've learnt now - Don't. He's still here, isn't he? He still cares and loves you, doesn't he? If he does give him back as much as he deserves now. Yes he didn't deserve you back then, but since you have decided to give it another shot then REALLY give the relationship another chance. When you keep bringing up his mistakes it will only remind him every single time and push him further and further away from you. Everyone will be like that, not just guys. How many of us like to be reminded of our mistakes?

And now, I'm going to ditch all the reasons I have ever had above, and tell the whole world about you. If it works out, people see how we worked out. And they'll rejoice for us. If it doesn't, they'll just cheer me up and life moves on. I know my readers - supportive, and understanding in many ways. Those who aren't don't really matter anyway. Because life is too precious for me to spend time worrying about making everybody happy. I'm writing for myself, for my supporters. And nothing beats sharing my every little happy and sad moments with them in my little humble online diary. Right Silverians? ;)

Ladies and Gentlemen, the moment you've all been waiting for....he may or may not be the man of my life, but right now, he is the man of the moment. =) And we are of course working towards something more.

Meet....



































































Curious leh~~~~? Lol~ 
I always do this, don't I? Let people hang. 









































































Sometimes it's not such a good idea to let people hang for too long, or they'll become disinterested, you know? I know.

























































































Nicholas Chew. 
Aka Joel, as more dearly known by you guys.
My Sunshine, or "Abuneh", or "BB", as known to me.

Yes he is the Christmas Surprise dinner guy, the Koh Samui guy, the bike instructor. He has been the light in my life espcially when I thought I couldn't see it anymore. Yes he has since loved me more than he ever has, and I'm sorry I haven't given him more credit and recognition. Lol~


 He has left BBDC by the way, and embarking on a new journey to sell houses as a Real Estate Agent. (I'm proud of you BB!!) I will of course, be his assistant, so next time you're going to see pretty houses in my blog's subpages. And should you or your parents be looking to buy houses, you know who to email. ;)

He taught me my very first motorbike lesson. So to everyone of you asking me to give up riding, don't even bother. Lol. Even if I own a car, I will still ride. For more reasons than the most obvious one (of course la I think so much!).

More supportive than I can ever ask for, he tolerated my tantrums, my busy schedules when I'm filming, my erratic mood swings, my digging and digging and digging into the past. I'm going to stop digging, and start treating you better okay? I know this took me a bit long (which was why I told him I was retarded...bleah~), but yup, better late than never I suppose. Thank you for being all that you are to me.

And now, I'm finally going to give you back what you deserve. =) A little bit of recognition (^.^), and my all. 
The silly girl is back. Is abuneh coming? 




OXOX,
That Silver Girl