Tuesday, 19 April 2011

That I Will Be Good.

Do I have to answer to every single one of you? And for those of you keen to judge, I'm sick and tired. I don't even care what you guys say now. Yes he cheated and mishandled everything. Okay we're no longer together now. What else do you guys want me to do? Oh yeah I found out she's the driving-centre-bicycle who was often sent to the centre by different men. Does that make a difference? Those of you keen to find out what she looks like, go search facebook. She's the long-haired girl who NEVER smiles showing her teeth, and chances are wearing low-cut, spag-strap, or showing cleavage. I don't want her picture in my blog cos that just screams contamination. But I'll give you a link --> Click here.

Anyway, thanks for giving me the support and love and encouragement I need, from all those who supplied me with them. Love you all~

Just met with an accident. Lost consciousness halfway while riding. Thank god I was on lane 3, and I heard from the police that the person who called the police saw me suddenly fall and roll across the floor. When the police came they told me I had somehow already picked up my bike, put it on side stand, and was standing beside it. Thing was, I had absolutely zero recollection of the whole incident, and could only remember stuff from when I was inside the ambulance. I was alone when the accident occurred, thank god. A piece of flesh came off my left ankle, another deep abrasion on my left knee. Abrasions on my right knee, right ankle, and right torso as well. Bruising on my forehead probably caused by the fact that the visor broke and came off. Thank god I was wearing my thick pink woolly Adidas sweater and gloves. Saved my hands and the rest of my upper body. Jeans tore la, but hey, at least I was wearing them... Prolly the good thing was I called Nic after the incident (cos he lives nearby) and he helped me to the clinic, get dressing supplies, and sent me home. He was nice enough to buy me dinner just now as well.

Though really, the relationship thing was the last thing I could think of. In other words, I try not to think too much into it. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's something else...I don't know. All I know is I'm going to get my bike repaired, earn back my money, and try not to let this affect all the filming assignments I have on hand or the blogging assignments. I'll also need to send my laptop for repair cos the screen shattered upon my falling and rolling I guess. (I'm now blogging on the netbook.) What will my decision be regarding Nic? Don't ask. I'm constantly in a state of serious consideration. (Yes I knocked my head, but my helmet was great and I only had bruises so I CAN still think.) Don't even try talking me out of riding, because supposing I was driving today and I lost consciousness while driving, things could be worse because lost consciousness on the bike means throttle will be closed, but lost consciousness on the car may not mean the foot is off the accelerator. Food for thought.

First, I was cheated of money by an arsehole by the name of Win Chan, then came another one by the name of Michelle Koh who screwed up my relationship, of course aided by Nicholas himself, now this. All within one month. Does that mean life is just going to get better and better after this? You hit rock-bottom, there're only 2 ways to go - you either die (choi~) or you go up. I'm going up. I know many people who are willing to pull me up, and I will not act like I don't need them. I do, and I'm stretching out my hands... (even though my right torso hurts like freaking bad...)


I Will Survive,
*~Silver~*

37 comments:

  1. Sliver, Jia You! You don't have to answer to anyone, except yourself. Please be careful and take care. Hope to see you back in happier spirits!

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  2. Sorry to hear about your accident and your series of misfortunate events. Hope you recover soon and hope you find a guy 1000 times better than N because you are way too good for him and it's time you see that.

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  3. silver! i am your greatest fan! jia you! there's no where to go but up now! :)

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  4. When your tears dry out,you will be able to see clearly..take care.

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  5. you're so much more prettier than her. Plus, you're awesome, aren't you? :)

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  6. Yes Yes! You must go up for those who are supporting you! We will give you our hand to pull you up too.. =D Jia yOu!

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  7. A girl who rides, got into an accident.. and not quiting from riding..

    one word.. legendary..

    anyway.. just hang in there, the best is yet to come!

    [jc]

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  8. She is pretty... pretty ugly!!! lol
    Listen, this is from the bottom of my heart, Silver, u are much much much much prettier than her... walao blind also can tell..

    What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
    Add Oil =)

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  9. Hey Silver, please take care of yourself! Regardless of your decision pertaining to your relationship, you haven't got the need to answer to anyone.

    Do know that your fans (me included) will always support you! :)

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  10. Saw you at Pomo, think u looked at us and smiled, but we shy and looked away. anyway, Im sorry to hear abt it... do buck up and walk on with urs head up.
    you are really more prettier than her online n in real life.

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  11. Jia You Silver! Jia you!

    Kaye

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  12. I hardly post comments, but this entry has got me wanting to say, You go girl! Yes, stay strong for yourself, you've got a bright future ahead. :)

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  13. careful on the road! Stay positive..what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right! You can do it! i believe in you =)

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  14. *big big hugs*
    So sorry to hear about your accident but so very glad to hear that you're ok. Please please stay off the bike for now until your emotions and your health (both mental and physical) are better. Take good care of yourself! We are all in your corner rooting for you! =)

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  15. you'll be okay dear. *hugs xoxo

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  16. Rest enough to recharge yourself for the better & brighter future!

    your readers will definitely support you!
    Thanks for willing to be so true to all the readers out there. Do not care about the negative comments that people say abt you. 人是说不完的, after a while, they will get sick and stop.

    相信自己! ALL THE WAY! :D

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  17. Jia you Silver! :D Time will prove that the strong survives and the weak dies out

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  18. jia you k (: must take care of urself or we will worry!! huggiessssss (:

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  19. "When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." Hope you open more doors of opportunities to your goals. Do not let little hiccups in life get you down, especially over a guy who do not appreciate you. Dream big, work towards it =)
    With love, Sophie

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  20. be strong girl~ gambateh~ wish u all the best...do tk k~ if tired, then take some rest la....ok? *hugged*

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  21. no matter what happens, JIA YOU sliver!

    hugs!

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  22. She's just 19 and yet seduce your bf! Such an letdown to the society. But afterall I think the problem lies with the guy who seems to be cheating on girls. Jiayou!

    "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going".

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  23. Ride all the way! Please don't give up.

    Fighting!

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  24. Hi silver, this is my 1st time commenting. I think you are a frank person and kudos to you for that! you know how irritating society is. there ARE ALWAYS people judging you when they don't even know you personally. it's annoying when they judge a person base on what she say or wrote online. speedy recovery!

    btw, you are 1 million times prettier than her. it sux to have a guy cheating. it's even worse when a guy cheat on you over a girl who is SO MUCH INFERIOR than you in terms of appearance and achievements.

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  25. From someone....Hey Silver!

    This is gona be my 1st time commenting on ur blog...
    U are of course a million times better then her... So nothing to compare you with her at all. As for that jerk, he is at his lost! U are a strong sweet lady who deserved a much more better. And im sure there is smeone out there waiting for u sincerely. (that someone who is willing to guide u through when you are down...analyze it.)

    Just stay strong as alwayz and im sure things will picked up after all this mess...

    Have a great day ahead and drive safe... :)

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  26. Shit happens, and usually in a bundle.
    Look forward, and upwards as you've mentioned.

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  27. I heard that u got cheat by WIN CHAN.. petty sad for you.
    i know this person for yrs (already now not longer seen yrs ago)
    He is very good in words that make u think is it true a not, as usual: he alway make empty promise, he talk big. But life is strange he use to have alot of $$ but now he is a cheater.. maybe all the while he is a cheater :(
    Hope you can over come this again.

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  28. Gambateh..dont let that idiot ruin your life. Trust me you definitely can find a better man who knows how to treasure you..

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  29. You got offend any gods or not sia? how come you so suay this month,time to go pray pray le.

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  30. Can you post her link on facebook?

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  31. Brighten up!

    Stay strong!

    Things WILL come your way!

    Have fun in life. cause only live once. Cheers!

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  32. Do stay strong and stand up for yourself, i believe the best is yet to come for u! We will always cheer u on and You are the awesome and beautiful in our eyes:)

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  33. You know you can't give up, because when you give up, it means you admit defeat! Hang on there & cheer up :D

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  34. As a female, I'm very glad to know that there is another female rider just like me out there!

    I hope you're recovering well. You have beautiful and fair skin, therefore I would suggest that you get some protective gears that will protect your skin.

    This is a video that our group has done. Watch and enjoy it! :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5mbu5c71g8

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  35. Hey S4^dreamer!!!

    I do wear full gear when I ride, long sleeves and jackets and long pants and gloves...and sometimes boots too. Not the knee pads though, as my bike box is kinda small to fit them in... =(

    You guys have done a nice video! Keep doing vids like that! I can help if you want! ;)

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